drama acts

The first day of class was, urm, wasted! Datang kelas penat penat redah panas terik di waktu tengahari, tibatiba lecturer masuk, introduced herself, gave her phone number, took attendance, and thats it. Damn. Penat je. Then the second class was, exciting, maybe because its another literature class, its just that the name of the subject wasn’t literature, but critical appreciation. Just a few minutes in class, and the lecturer, my beloved lecturer actually, said that the midterm will be at the end of this month, which means, IN ANOTHER FEW WEEKS MY DEAR! Okay, baru start kelas dah kena fikir pasal midterm? Whatever. And assignments! Damn, nasib baik based on poems and short stories, if tak, memang sangat sangat tak menarik!

About that add-drop thingy, i was told by the lecturer that i cant add another subject, because of lack of lecturers and it might be hard if i take 4 subjects because each subjects will be in 6hours credits. Eventhough i was much much upset, but, whatever, 3 subjects as it is!

My plan of cooking at home is going pretty well. I cook once a day, as lately, i don’t have much appetite though. But it was just a little cooking thingy, coz i don’t really know how to cook except for Maggie.

Okay lately, i’ve been dreaming of wanting to continue my studies in UPM, and take the English Literature course there. And then, after finished studying, maybe, i want to work, as a teacher, at Sabah or Sarawak. Don’t ask me why, coz i know you know why. LOL.  So anyways, i was informed by Ajik that he’s going to fly to Indonesia this August, during his birthday. Ouch, thats really hurts. So like, i have just a few months left to hang out with him, yes, don’t mention it, i will be crying like hell when he’s gone. :’(  but anyway, thats for his own good, and i accept it and always pray the best for him. J

having plenty of leisure time, i stumbled on my friend's blog, Abid. i read it and i was suprised and blessed that i am ranked by him as one of the top 10 bloggers award. yeay me!(okay, itu over). so it was written there that i have to rank my own top 10 bloggers. so, here it goes :

1. ajikhahaha.blogspot.com

2. mohdmuzamel.blogspot.com

3. dylakamil.blogspot.com

4.abahslittlegirl.blogspot.com

5. atenabella.blogspot.com/

6. bashijauburuk.blogspot.com

7. generasiremaja.blogspot.com

8 .tedywok.blogspot.com

9. puisitepijalan.blogspot.com

10. stixxfixx.blogspot.com/

congrats! okay, just some random ranks. no offence. :)

after final's over

Spent my 2 days in Malacca, staying at Fatin’s the day after my final exam was over and the next thing i know, its Saturday and i’ve promised Ayu that i’ll be staying at her place on that day. Macam takde rumah kan? My family aren’t home so i have to stay at my friends’ house.

On Saturday, i packed my bags and waited for Fatin’s ‘friend’ to come and pick us up to go to the Malacca Central. Dammit! Bas. Okay, sacrifice untuk rakan rakan. Hmm, waited and waited and suddenly, Viva putih datang! Like OMG! I can’t believe that Ajik, Ayu and Belalang were standing right in front of the door. I was SUPRISED, again. (suke korang buat suprise kan!)

(singgah A&W beli float. *kagum ade A&W dalam zoo)

Had lunch cooked by Fatin’s mum and we went straight to the zoo! I am so EXCITED, seriously. I was happy that i met Tapir, Red Panda, Giraffe and a cute lil monkey that is SO EFFING SEXY but he likes to scare me off, really, for thousands of times. I was frustrated because i PAID to see the animals, but they were very lazy! Bak kata Belalang, “yelah, da duduk zoo, makan pon free”. Yeah, you were right. So anyway, we managed to capture most of the animals in the zoo, and i like them ALL! Especially Mr. Sexy. (LOL) oh oh and i was excited + scared when i rode an elephant! Tapi sakit bontot. L

(little pony)

(tapir yang handsome!!!!!!)

(cicak naik gajah, betul kan?)

(gajah yang pandai )

(actually, im afraid if that lizard bites)

(bertanduk!)

(harimau itu sebenarnya sangat besar!)

(orang utan tetek menggelebeh)

(kaki sakit)

(ini lah Mr. Sexy!)

(ye, saya lagi tinggi dari zirafah!)

(topi ini sangat cool! boleh ade spek skali. 2 in 1! amazed*)

Anyway, we spent for like 2 hours in the zoo, like seriously, pain in the ass man! Macam turun 10 kg je. HAHA. Then, right after zoo, we went to a place in which i don’t know what the name is called, but there’s a ‘jamban karaoke’ and yes, only me and Fatin sang in the box. Harapkan diorg, pemalu je lebih. Huh!

After sent Fatin back home and had a dinner at her’s, we went straight back to Seremban and i stayed at Ayu’s. I was surprised to see my nearly-finish-renovated-house! It was, urm, KELAKAR. Whatever~

The next morning, Ajik woke me up and Rafie, Nami, Ajik, Ayu and me went to say our last goodbye to Fik and Belalang that will be going to the National Service. Fik dah chow awal, so jumpa Belalang. Selamat berjuang korang! ;)

Then Ajik and i went for a movie! AT LAST. We watched Alice in the Wonderland and i agreed with what Britney said, it was a great movie. Thank you Ajik.

p/s: thank you Ajik for all the surprises and the kind things you’ve done to me. It’s been 5 months now, and i hope we’ll last till the end of my life :’) I LOVE YOU THE MOST, HAZIQ HANIF.

talk about life

parents didn't call since the day they went out of town. DISAPPOINTED

final exam's over. HAPPY

Ajik came to celebrate. EFFINGLY HAPPY

mum called. PLEASANTLY HAPPY

went busking with him and Fatin. GLAD

had a lil cooked-meal by Ajik's mum. HAPPY

begged for an apology to a friend. NOT FORGIVEN

parents aren't home. SAD

Ajik went home. SAD

called Ayuni. HAPPY

phone went missing. TERRIBLY SAD.

JAP. FOUND IT!!!!!! *Jiher was on the phone and heard the great news and just typed it out!*

okay. rasa macam dah lama tak tengok wayang. seriously. Britney Spears ckp kat twitter dye yang cite Alice in wonderland best. :)

p/s: jalan sebelah tak nak tegur aku. okay, memang salah aku hari tu tapi bukan aku tak mintak maaf. sorry again korg :'(

extraordinary

out of sudden, a thought just came out from my mind. "jom masak malam ni!" and me and Fatin went to buy some groceries and we planned to do a spaghetti! yuummmy~
i text-ed Ajik, told him that i wanted to cook, which is something EXTRAORDINARY for me, and then he decided to come over! i was like, oh my god, it better be really, really delicious.
to make sure that everything is PURR-FECT, i've been calling my mum for thousand times and still, i did some mistakes. i bought the wrong spaghetti, and the sauce is not enough for the 5 of us. :(

so anyways, around 9.30, Ajik, Rafie and Fikri came and pick us up and we had our so-called picnic at Extreme Park.

 well, they said that it was good, sampai tambah beberapa kali lah! hehe. tapi tak tahu lah kalau itu untuk jaga hati ke ape kan. we ate, and busked, gayed and watch a show. ape show entah kat Extreme park tu. though it was really a tiring day, but its really worth it. thank you Ajik for willing to come :)

ajik hot yaww

asap ajik

grrrrrrrr. aaaammmmm

busking and onlining

gaying

makanan licin!

yummy

gaying

ajik seorang yang jujur, menggatal depan mate aku ;)

thankss sebab sanggup makan makanan aku ye Ajik, Rafie, Fatin, and Fik. 

and and anddddd i love you, Haziq ;)

i cant live a lie, Haziq

Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can't watch you walk away

Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you?
And all about the good times that we've been through
Could I wake up without you every day?
Would I let you walk away?

No, I can't learn to live without
And I can't give up on us now

Oh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me?
And all the reasons that make loving you so easy
The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe
The way you know just what I mean

No, I can't learn to live without
Ohh, so don't you give up on us now

Ohh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

and I don't wanna try

Ohhhh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

I just can't live a lie

But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

to a friend

Come to think of it, am i the one who started it? Am i the one who ruined everything? Coz you don’t seem to care nor notice me ever since the thing started. have i chose the wrong decision? Am i in the wrong path?

I do not know what’s in your mind now but all i know is you are so different from who you were before. And i keep on wondering what I have done that makes you act like this. You said you were okay but you’re not. You were caught lying to us, is that what makes you hate me now?

As for now, i just wish and hoping that everything will be alright. Frankly speaking, i miss you soo bad.  But i couldn’t say it to you coz you don’t seem to miss me. And yes, i miss all the laughter that we shared together, well, its a long long time ago. Till i cant remember when was the last time we did that. The jealousy started to cross my heart when i saw you missing somebody else, which was not me. Sorry but yes i am a bit jealous of that.

Sometimes i fall, and i wish that it was you are the one that hold my hands, but that was just a dream. So, as for now, you cant blame me for having someone else in my life, some more friends and one special guy in my heart. But still, i wish we could turn back the time and pause at the moments that we’re spending our selves together. I miss our yesterdays and i miss you..

1,2,3

its been a long time since i haven't update my blog. 

yeah. lots of things to do rather than typing unspoken words to this place. 

been very busy with mid terms, and friends and life and love.

but there are some things that i want to say to those who i think need to buy a very very big mirror.

stop backstabbing your friend. you know how it hurt when someone back stabbing you. 

and by wearing your mask, doesn't mean that i cant see your real face that you're hiding from her. i could see it with my bare naked eyes.

and stop hurting my friends. leaving them is hurt enough, but cheating and lying? its too much. screw you! dont you have any idea on what you say about her might affect her the rest of her life? dont you think what you did to him is too much? and dont you think you're too obsessed with your new life and that you've forgot who's been by your side all the time?

and yeah, the sudden change of you has made me think of something. you've not moved on. i know. i'm a girl too. 

and to those who keep on fighting about such a fucking silly things, just snap out of it. its ridiculous. you might think that you did the right thing but, come to think of it, who's there when you need someone? and you just want to end your relationship just like that? nonsense.

and you hate me coz i spilled the whole truth? what? you're scared? well, i'm not. go and tell others your lies. they would believe you, but i wont. and someday, you'll know how far you've been. 

i know im no perfect, but at least i'm trying. 

and his name is Haziq

he's always there for me to make me smile

he's always there for me to wipe out my tears

he's always there for me to calm my anger

he's always there for me to hear my lecture

he's always there for me through ups and downs

he never gives up on me

he never gives up on cheering me

he never gives up on pulling me up from the cliff 

he never gives up on loving me

he, is the greatest guy i've ever met

and

thank you for not being mad at me when im mad at you

thank you for holding my soul when im about to die

thank you for not stop calling my name when i refused to talk

thank you for always be there for me when im in pain or in the sweetest memory

thank you for accepting me as who i am when i wanted to change

and lastly

thank you for being my boyfriend.

i love you with all of my heart

<3

counting the days

exam exam exam.

tired of it already!!!

so anyway, 3 papers had passed today.
frankly, philosophy of education was really really tough. i've been struggling very very hard for the paper, been reading it for 3 days, and all i can answer is 2/5 of it! well, maybe its because i have to read like, what, 80 pages for 2 chapters. hows that? but anyway, sorry Prof J.

the next paper was sociology. another tough subject. luckily the lecturer gave us a lil tips on the exam, so we didnt have to read all of the chapters in the big book. but the exam was tiring because i have to write 5 essays and the marks are irrelevant! urghh. thanks anyway.

then on the same day of sociology, i had this critical thinking subject, at noon. mengantok lah! but, it was okay lah. not that tough as i thought it was but not as easy as creative thinking that i took last semester. :)

next will be, counselling and guidance IN THE MORNING, and presentation skills ON SATURDAY!
bosan betul bila exam hari sabtu. :(

ouh and one more thing yang best pasal mid sem dekat MSU ni is that, no hols. not even a day, well maybe they think there is, SUNDAY.

and to my beloved haziq hanif, stay strong. i'll always be with you. see you next week okay ;)

guys

disebabkan aku sangat kebosanan tahap gajah, youtube dah habis aku explore sume, facebook pulak tak ramai online, sume celebrate new year lah katekan, skype pulak tak rajin nak skype orang lain selain ajik, myspace memang jangan haraplah rajin nak bukak. so, aku pon google lah gambar bf bf aku sume kan. teringat kisahkisah lama;

chuck comeau, Simple Plan.

cinta pertama aku adalah beliau. well, aku sangat teruja melihat beliau mengetuk dram, dan dye sangat amazed tengok aku terpegun tengok dye. so dye pon jatuh cinta dengan aku. aku mula mula agak jual mahal tapi disebabkan oleh kesweetan dye, aku pon cair lah. tapi tak lama pon dengan dye.1 tahun je. haritu kan band dye, ade datang Malaysia a few times kan, aku gaduh dengan dye time tu. yelah, mane tak nye, dye kat sana langsung tak ingat nak contact aku. tu yang aku mintak putus tu. sorry eh chuck.

Billy Martin, Good Charlotte.

cinta kedua. beralih kepada pemetik tali gitar pulak. aku mula jatuh cinta dengan dye ni masa firstfirst lagu dye keluar. tak ingat apa sebab aku dah taknak ingat dye dah! dye curang dengan aku. boleh tak macam tu? ini jiher ok. kau da curang memang aku benci kau dan band kau lah wey. stop lah cakap pasal kau!. weekkkkk!!!

Nate Mendel, Foo Fighters.

cinta ketiga. kali ini disebabkan aku dah patah hati dengan seorang pengetuk dram, aku beralih taste pulak ke pemain tali tebal. kali pertama terpandang wajah Nate ni, aku cair. dengan gaya dye lagi, memang terbaik. aku ingat aku syok sendiri, rupenye tak. aritu, a few years back lah kan, zamanzaman kegemilangan Tom dulu, tibetibe aku dapat msg dari Nate Mendel. aku ingat cam orang nak guraugurau je kan, pastu aku pon bacelah. then dye tulis camni: actually Jiher, i've been stalking you since forever. i like you.

aku pengsan macam nak gila kot. 14 kali aku sing in sign out myspace. rupenye betul lah tu dye. then kitorang pon start lah web cam sume kan. wey, romantik wey dye. tapi tak lama pon. tautau aku tibetibe tak sayang dye. maaf Nate, tak sengaja tinggalkan you.

Guy Berryman, Audioslaves

tak putus asa dengan cinta. aku mencuba lagi dengan pemain tali tebal jugak. tapi aku kurang mencintai beliau, sebab aku malas nak layan beliau yang sangat romantik. urghhh. ayat aku je lebih. ntahntah tipu je tu. aku sebenarnye tertarik dengan gitar bass dye yang ini, so aku macam nk try pegangpegang then dye jatuh cinta kat aku. adoi. nak buat camne, trime jela. tapi, lepas 3 bulan, aku break lah. tak tahan.

Jia O'connor, Parkway Drive

aku dah mula tak suke pada mamatmamat bunga jadi aku beralih genre ke metalcore. whoahh. aku mula tertarik dengan beliau dikala beliau mendendangkan lagu Picture,Perfect, Pathetic. sangat kagum. aku pon contactcontact beliau di myspace, dan dia mintak couple, so aku pon macam tak caya lah kan. then dye datang Malaysia aritu, aku macam what?? apsal tak bagitau i awalawal??? i dapat flyer tu sehari selepas u perform tau takkkk? u ni memang. then kitorang cam discussdiscuss, then dah ok. tapi still dingin lah. disitu lah aku mula pasang scandal dengan Luke Pritchard. tapi skarang aku dengan Jia dah over.kitorang dah bersama selama 2tahun. dye pon dah ade orang lain. huh.

Luke Pritchard, The Kooks.

satu satu nya pengguna microfon yang aku suka. dye sangat sexy dengan gitar acoustic ditangan, dan british sleng dye sangat sangat mencairkan hati aku. tapi malangnya, kami hanya sempat berscandal sahaja.

Mohd Haziq Hanif Hidzir.

dan sekarang aku stuck dekat mamat ni. orang panggil dye ajik. dye main guitar tapi dye nampak lagi ensem dan tampan lagi kacak bila bermain guitar bertali tebal especially bila main lagu Molly's Chamber by Kings Of Leon. dye ni taklah romantik sangat, sedangsedang je, just as i want, suamsuam sejuk, sweet lak tu. wewittt. lagi ensem bile dye ni jenis yang pendiam, memang menarik hati aku lah kan. rockstar terakhir ni lah yang paling aku sayang, insyaallah sampai bilabila. i love you, Haziq <3


p/s: ini bukan rekaan semata-mata ok. ahahha

Last

last post. 

bukan bermaksud last post aku akan menaip blog, tapi last post pada tahun 2009. why? coz 2010 is coming tomorrow. tak tahu kenapa tapi orang selalu sangat excited nak celebrate new year. bila new year nak dekat je mulalah soalan sama je kuar. "new year kat mana, Jiher?" tak pon " this year katne wey?" tak pon "kau celebrate new year katne this year, Jiher?" aku hanya mampu pandang balik, dan senyum.

frankly, aku tak pernah celebrate new year. ye, saya memang sangat kuno dan tak up-to-date, tapi, perlu ke nak celebrate? satu kemestian kah? selama 18 tahun aku hidup, belum pernah lagi aku celebrate new year bersama rakanrakan, mahupon family.

ape yang aku slalu buat time new year?

ntah. aku pon tak ingat. makan kot? tido kot? on9? entahlah. yang penting sume tu tak penting.

aku tanya membermember aku yang celebrate new year, "korang celebrate slalu kat mana?"

then mereka cakap, "tak tahu lagi lah, go to private parties, getting high, you know, all those stuff" and ade jugak yg cakap, " lepak somewhere, getting high, and counting down the time"

oh really? macam gila lame ok!

yang aku tau, kot, new year mesti ade fireworks kat KL, then sume orang yg couplecouple datang dan tengok sambil cakap kat awek dye "romantik kan sayang?" in which aku tak rase benda tu romantik langsung, malah mengantukkan. note that ajik.

ape lagi? haa. mesti kat dataran manamana lah, ade buat countdown ke kan, and ramairamai orang pergi, mostly remaja. of course lah. buat pe si Pak Karim ngn Mak Limah nak tgok malam2 sbb diorg ade hal kan malam2.ehem.

saya taktahu apa yang orang buat time new year, tapi this year, boleh tak aku nak sit and play with the guitar, and sing-along with the not so good rhythm* haha*and feeling happy as ajik will be by my side this new year. ;)

enough talking about celebrating new year.

disebabkan ni last post untuk 2009, aku nak tulis panjang sikit.

2009 adalah tahun yang mendewasakan aku. *cheh*

aku habis SPM tapi tak kerja. ape yang aku buat time menganggur tu adalah melepak pagi petang siang malam.

dan get to know lotsss of people. uu

then aku start active dengan band aku. ye. band yang tak seberapa tapi dah mempunyai 3 buah lagu. wewitt. first performance kitorang was in CICT Maluri, Cheras. sangat membanggakan sebab dapat satu stage dengan Exorage! then kat situ lah kenal mereka.

tak cukup dengan perform di campus orang, kami perform di studio dan tempattempat public jugak. maklumlah time tu tengah excited kan.

then, aku stop with the band thingy sebab aku rase aku tak perlu berada dalam band sebab pembelajaran aku terganggu. tapi, ade pulak yang nak ajak buat solo. no, thanks. saya tak minat.

yes, i did write a few songs after the leaving, tapi untuk sukasuka.

oh, and ada satu lagu i wrote for this jackass, who, should i say, fuckingly fuck sebab tipu aku. dan lagu itu mengisahkan tentang katakata dan janjijanji manis pukimak dye yang tak pernah pon dye maksudkan.

whatever.

oh aku mengalami benda ni sume bila aku masuk di Management and Science University, di Shah Alam. di awal permulaan pembelajaran, aku mula mengenali few people dan skang most of them aku still hang out dan lepaklepak lagi. thanks ;)

subjectsubject di semester pertama was OKAY. tapi subject literature paling bestt! that is the subject that i've never skipped. pernah sekali, tu pon sebab orang ajak pergi shopping and time tu tengah gila tension. haha.

tapi satu semester je blaja literature memang tak seronok. kalau bole, harihari nak blaja literature.

my birthday this year was the worst. dont wanna talk about it.

then, had some conflicts in life sume, and on 30th october 2009, i am with someone that i love. wewwittt.

i started to get to know life, started to change a lil bit, not to mention, my looks, memang da berubah and orang ramai macam yang gila terkejut. hey, takperlu lah terkejut. rilex je ok. haha

but banyak sangat benda berlaku in 365 hari. and i hope, next year will be a better year ;)

dedicated to Haziq Hanif

You tell me you're in love with me
Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close I move away


I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know


Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time


I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that you're the only one for me


I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know


Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you righ
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time


Just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me 
The way that I trust in you


Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

love, 

Najihah Roslan <3

long day of sunday and monday

20 disember 2009

pagi itu aku bangun agak awal. pukul 8 pagi. apehal aku bangun awal? sebab sangat excited pada hari itu! haha. bangun dan mandi siapsiap dan "jom pergi pasar ahad!!" tak pernah pergi pasar ahad so sangatsangat teruja. pergi bersamasama akak rumah dan OMG sangat ramai kot orang. aku terpikir, ramai jugak orang yang bangun pagi. respect lah. haha. pastu kejut si Abid dan Sarip sebab kitorang plan nak pegi Rantai Art Event lepas tu.
so, lepas peningpening pale tengok ramai sangat orang dekat pasar tu, aku pon dihantar ke KTM Batu Tiga, dan menunggu dan menunggu Abid dan Sarip untuk datang. sesudah satu train terlepas, tibalah kepulangan mereka. kami pon dengan bangga nya mengorak langkah ke Red Bungalow. sampaisampai je, Eiqa jemput dan promote booth adiknya.

borak dan borak dan borak

bosanlah. so kami pon masuk ke bungalow tersebut dan amikamik gambar. tapi, kami terstuck kat atas tengok dokumentari. 3 movies kot tengok. pasal Islam, pasal Burma dan pasal Tapau. tu je. pastu blah pegi makan kat maple berdekatan. ternampak Fynn Jamal dan rakanrakan. excited! tapi tanak tegur. segann. haha

makanmakanmakan

damn!
boleh tak tengah syoksyok borakborak tibetibe ade free show pulak kat sebelah aku?
ade kucing nak menggatal pulak. 
yang si pompuan tu bergulingguling, yang si laki tu, muke takde nafsu je tengok pompuan tu. pompuan tu panggilpanggil laki tu datang dekat dye. pastu bile laki tu datang dekat dye, baru nak start je, laki tu blah. pastu lari jauh sikit. pompuan tu pegi kejar! wey. gatal lah kau kucing!! pastu laki tu tengok dengan takde nafsu lagi. tapi maybe sebab menyampah tengok si pompuan tu punya aksi yang tak mengghairahkan, dye pon try lagi. skali lagi, baru nk try, laki tu blah lagi. kesian kau kucing. tak laku. pastu dye pon blah gak. frust agaknya. haha

"aku dah sampai" kata ajik.
wey! excited aku ajik dah sampai. tunggu punya tunggu, akhirnya sampai jugak. aku pon pergi ke KLCC untuk menjemput beliau.
pusing punya pusing, kitorang makan lah kat Nando's. jumpa syafiq. urm, rakan skolah rendah.

makanmakanmakan

gosh! dah lambat. kena cepat. tapi apakan daya, kaki ajik sakit. so tak boleh jalan cepat sangat.
aku ade performance malam tu dengan evidence speaks. tibetibe baru dapat tahu tengahari itu. so bergegas ke ktm dan berhenti di Kampung Dato Harun. merekamereka si rockstars sume dah tunggu dengan muka yang sangat garang. sorry lambat, kata jiher dengan selamba. haha
bergegas ke Petaling Jaya. ape tempat ni? dewan ape? haha. tapi Beeha yang jemput. tengah dudukduduk tu, nampak lah Fynn Jamal dan Wani Ardy. wey, aku nak tengok diorg kat Rantai tapi tak sempat. tapi dapat perform dengan diorg kat sini kot. satu stage. banggabangga.
setelah tamat sesi perform memerform ni, kami pon bergerak dgn 3 kereta ke maple berdekatan.

minamminamminam

setelah puas bergelakketawa dan bergurausenda, aku dan ajik dihantar pulang ke Extreme Park
buskingbuskingbusking sampai lapar
pergi singgah di Rafi lagi.
makanmakanmakan
sampai pagi.
morning peps!
kami pon bergegas ke ktm dan fly to Jengka! haha. first time pergi jengka! sangatsangat teruja.
balik tu, nasib baik kelas cancel. kalau tak, rugi wey.
hari yang sangatsangat memenatkan dengan kasut wedges 2 inci itu.
sleep tight darling <3

thank youuuu

well miss.G i didn't know that you're actually spreading my blog address to your friends! that is sooooo cool. finally you're being cool *clapclap*
sorry coz i didn't write about you for ages coz now that you're invisible and totally out of my sight, i cant remember to even think of you!
so anyway, i do have a boyfriend. dude, what makes you think i dont have one?? i do and he's the best, i mean the greatest. jeleous much?
oh and eventhough i dont have my own car to drive, or should i say, i dont have my own mercedes benz at my house, but at least, i have my own life to live in. i dont have to pretend to be anyone else to make everyone impressssss.
ENOUGH TALKING ABOUT YOU MISS. G. ITS ANNOYING.




anyway, im sorry ajik for kidnapping you on the 13th of December. i didnt mean to kidnap you or anything but i really really want you to be next to me for the last time coz i will not be seeing you for almost 2 weeks. its a loooong time for me to wait. so i did that; kidnapping you and forced you to spend 21 hours with me. but it was a great day, isn't it? i cherish the each and every second i had with you that day. it was awesome. and im freaking in love with you. uuuu. thanks for posting about that day. it was funny but sweeeeetttt gila!! 
i really reallly appreciate that.
last word: i love you too, Haziq :)

gone crazy again

annoyingly, facebook has turned to be bored.
suprisingly, ajik was out for smoking.
stupidly, i didn't bring my assignments back home.
bongokly, i dont have a guitar to bring back home.
lazyly, i did not want to think about anything.
huh.
no one's in my house. online pon bosan.

but this thing came up from my mind. i went to the kitchen and see what can i have to serve my boredom.

searchingsearchingsearching......

oh, ada aiskrim! oh, dan ayam goreng yang crispy lagi spicy! oh, ada chicken finger yang pedass!

this has came out from my thoughts. heat up some oil and goreng lah ayam dan chicken fingers tu.
haus pulak. nak minum apa?
sirap. susu. air.
bandung jelah! *myra telah mempengaruhi aku untuk minum bandung*

after fried some of the chicken and chicken fingers, *so bole panggil chickens lah kan?* i put em in one plate.
oh, how about ice cream? yumyum. letak some ice-cream on the top of those fried chickens. tak pernah dibuat orang! the ice cream melted on the top of the fried chickens!! gila best. i dont need sauce. sebab those chicken dah memang pedas gila. nasib baik ada ice cream. so kurang pedas. but still, it got me to have the hissssssing sound.
oh, air bandung tu, aku kasi extreme. bosan punya pasal kan. when the drink was almost finished, i put soy sauce dalam tu. gila kan? then minum. ini yang masin punye tau! oh, sedap wey!! cube try!. tapi jgn letak bnyk sgt. nanti masin sangat pulak.

anyway, malam tu ade orang nak belanje makan satayyy. yipeee!! ajik picked us up, me and ayu, and we went to this satay kajang restaurant called Haji Samsuri. ayu suruh aku dan ajik order so yes we thought of ordering 5 arnab, 5 kambing, 5 rusa, 5 daging, 5 perut and 10 ayam. but arnab dan kambing takde. hell. baru nak rasa. so we ordered 10 rusa, 5 perut and 10 ayam. yumyum. rusa sangatsangat liat. that was the first time that i tasted rusa. tapi sedapppp. then panjang datang. panjang was shocked and almost didn't noticed the new me :)
jap. is there something between the both of you?? aha. whatever
so anyway, on our way back, i saw my ex-bandmates at Harry Tom Yam. ohh, i really really misss you guys. seriously. and i said hi to em and they were shocked too. whatever. wish to see em again and hope to have some time to lepaklepak with em.

that night was the last night i hanging out wish him coz i will not be seeing him later on.*well i hope its not*
i miss you already, love. :(

knock you down

i've never liked hip hop songs. serious wey. tapi this song memang gila sedap. and the lyrics, peh sangat bestttt. yumyum. anyway, take a peek at the words below oh and aku start suka lagu ni bila tengok Cathy Nguyen feat Andrew Garcia  perform lagu ni acoustic :)

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love


Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

iloveyoualwaysajikgemok <3

you

as i holding my pen,
my hands keep on writing about you.
as i open my mouth,
my tougue keeps on saying about you.
as i open my eyes,
my sight see nothing but you.
as i read out my mind,
i just cant stop thinking about you.
i love you, haziq :)

seremban,nilai,seremban

today is Ayuni Nadirah's birthday and she's currently in UIA Nilai. so as planned, ajik, rafie and i wanted to surprise her with our present. ajik picked us up at 12.30pm and we went straight to Nilai. oh and what the, we forget to buy cake. macam tak complete lah kalau takde cake so singgah Giant kejap to buy a cake. pilih cake pon dah 10 minit. yelah. Jiher tak makan coklat tapi Ayu suka coklat. so because its her birthday, we just bought a plain chocolate cake written "ayu dah tua" on it. :)

when we arrived at her place, Ayu was so excited. yes. sape tak excited kan. i lied to her that im having a gig on that day and i couldnt come to her place. tapi datang jugak. and ajik lied that he has a new girlfriend who's wearing tudung and i pretended that i am cool with it. tapi kalau betul memang lahhh nak kena si ajik tu.  grrr. anyway, we celebrated her birthday bukan dekat sungai ke ape tapi dekat tempat racing kereta. haha. thats the only place yang available.me and ajik gave her a watch for her birthday present and rafie gave her bracelet. but we couldn't stay long sebab Ayu got some things to do in her campus and rafie kena balik. so then we went back to Seremban and picked up Rais and Kecik and Echah for some jamming sessions.

so ayu, dont EVER feel neglected. we love you always, muahmuahmuah.

lapan belas

5th december 1991.

5th december 2009

whoah!!! dah 18!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY!!!!!

so umur kita dah same lah kan? bole la masuk wayang samasama. tgok porn samasama. ish. i dont. kau je eh.hahaha.

so anyway, happy birthday my best friend, ayuni nadirah. kau dah tua. seriously. so act like an old woman.hahaha. kesian kau kena celebrate besday dlm exam dan kem bodoh. i wish i could help you. but you'll have fun. you'll see. muahmuahmuah

how about Friday?

9.20am.

dammit!!! i'm sooo late!! seriously! mandimandimandi. siapsiapsiap. jalanjalanjalan towards class. annex 18G. peh jauh sial. aku dah la dah lambat. takpe. tabahkan diri. walkwalkwalk. sampai2 je kelas dah pukul 10.15am. and the class haven't started yet.pheww.

so macam after a loong lecturing and discussion, tetibe madam nak buat impromtu speech and i was like WHAT?? gila macam tak ready kan. so the first name was called. Intan. i was so glad that it wasn't me. then madam asked her to choose anyone of our classmates to do the speech. i thought that my name was never to be in her mind but suddenly, "jiher" weyyy. aku ke?? i stood up and went to the front. "so class, what topic would you like her to deliver today?" and the majority said "cendol" i smiled. and talked everything about cendol for nearly 2 minutes. i got thumbs up! wewittt!

oh and gojes kena panggil kedepan jugak. her topic was lip gloss. japjap. she didnt know anything about lip gloss. what? takkan lah langsung. gila macam tak logic kan. if it were a guy tu bole terima lah kan. and she said she'd never put any make ups on. come on. takkan lah takde langsung knowledge about lip gloss. LAME.

so anyway,  after kelas tak sabarsabar nak balik seremban so cepatcepat pergi ktm dan balik. arrived in seremban at 3pm. met ajik :) he was happy to see the new me. I KNOW. everyone does. including me.haha.

so the first thing that came out from his mind is, "jom pergi cendol?" and i was like "JOMMMM!!" sedapsedapsedap. 2 mangkuk wey. yumyum. lepastu we decided to go for a movie. mulamula nak tgok senario tapi da terlepas. then pergi JJ pon terlepas jugak. so tengaok cite christmas carol. bosan. just some typical christmas carol stories. makanmakan di kepci. sedapp.

that night he sent me home. well, i had a very greattt day today. ily ;)