talk about life

parents didn't call since the day they went out of town. DISAPPOINTED

final exam's over. HAPPY

Ajik came to celebrate. EFFINGLY HAPPY

mum called. PLEASANTLY HAPPY

went busking with him and Fatin. GLAD

had a lil cooked-meal by Ajik's mum. HAPPY

begged for an apology to a friend. NOT FORGIVEN

parents aren't home. SAD

Ajik went home. SAD

called Ayuni. HAPPY

phone went missing. TERRIBLY SAD.

JAP. FOUND IT!!!!!! *Jiher was on the phone and heard the great news and just typed it out!*

okay. rasa macam dah lama tak tengok wayang. seriously. Britney Spears ckp kat twitter dye yang cite Alice in wonderland best. :)

p/s: jalan sebelah tak nak tegur aku. okay, memang salah aku hari tu tapi bukan aku tak mintak maaf. sorry again korg :'(

berangan

sedangsedang aku kebosanan dan ketensionan memikirkan apebenda kena buat untuk subjek critical thinking, aku mengeluh dan berkata, alangkah bagusnya kalau cendol ade di depa mata aku sekarang ini. terbayang keindahan dan keenakan cendol. slurpppp. tibetibe, aku terbayang pisang pulak. peh, sedapnye pisang! then aku mendapat satu idea, terus aku pulaskan pada fatin nabilah.
fatin, u rasa kalau cendol pisang sedap tak? beliau yang sedang sibuk memerah otak memikirkan tentang thesis critical thinking mengangguk, cukup syarat.
aku terbayang, alangkah sedapnya gabungan pisang dan cendol. wewittt.
nak try lah nanti. pegi kedai cendol, bawak pisang potong2.

nanti aku dah test aku bagitau korang ;)

seremban,nilai,seremban

today is Ayuni Nadirah's birthday and she's currently in UIA Nilai. so as planned, ajik, rafie and i wanted to surprise her with our present. ajik picked us up at 12.30pm and we went straight to Nilai. oh and what the, we forget to buy cake. macam tak complete lah kalau takde cake so singgah Giant kejap to buy a cake. pilih cake pon dah 10 minit. yelah. Jiher tak makan coklat tapi Ayu suka coklat. so because its her birthday, we just bought a plain chocolate cake written "ayu dah tua" on it. :)

when we arrived at her place, Ayu was so excited. yes. sape tak excited kan. i lied to her that im having a gig on that day and i couldnt come to her place. tapi datang jugak. and ajik lied that he has a new girlfriend who's wearing tudung and i pretended that i am cool with it. tapi kalau betul memang lahhh nak kena si ajik tu.  grrr. anyway, we celebrated her birthday bukan dekat sungai ke ape tapi dekat tempat racing kereta. haha. thats the only place yang available.me and ajik gave her a watch for her birthday present and rafie gave her bracelet. but we couldn't stay long sebab Ayu got some things to do in her campus and rafie kena balik. so then we went back to Seremban and picked up Rais and Kecik and Echah for some jamming sessions.

so ayu, dont EVER feel neglected. we love you always, muahmuahmuah.

smiles and laughters

24th october 2009
hari yang sangat memenatkan, pulang dari shah alam pada tengahari dan petang nya pergi ke city park untuk bagi ikan makan dan bermain layang-layang. pada malam tersebut, kami berniat untuk lepak2 minum. setelah menjemput sume orang;jiher,ayu,diya,ajik,rafi, we were told by rafi that there was, i mean is a restaurant in seremban2 that served a very delicious nasi lemak. so off we went to seremban2. carik punya carik, kedai tu dah takde. shit. so nak pegi mana kan. da jauh2 gerak takkan nk balik je. then we found a very odd mamak stall. so benti la lepak minum kat situ. setelah mengorder air dan minam minam dan borak borak, aku terasa nak makan telur rebus. so pandang je kiri nampak la sorang mamak ni lalu. aku pon panggil lah dye. "ane, telur rebus satu set." dye pon senyum2 dan angguk. pastu dye nk menuju ke kedai utk bagi order, pastu diya lak panggil balik " sir!sir!" ane tu pon patah balik kat tempat ktorang. "satu set tu ade 2 biji telur kan?" diya tanya. ane tu pon angguk sambil senyum2. sedang dye pergi menuju ke kedainya utk memberi order, mamat2 sebelah meja ni pulak gelak2 smbil jerit "mamak! mamak!" i was blurred. then aku pandang ajik, dye gelak2. aku ingt dye gelak sebab diya panggil ane tu sir. aku pon gelak lah kan. skali an, aku nmpak ane tu menuju ke meja sebelah yg ade mamat2 bising tu. aku ingt dye nk amik order, rupenye dye duduk. hahaha. rupenye ane tu bukan keje kat kedai tu weh! dye pelanggan douh. sebelum tu dye pegi kat moto dye yg berada tidak jauh dari meja ktorang. tapi aku tak pasan, skali dye lalu, aku plak panggil. takkan dye nk buat bodo an. secara relanya, dye pon amikkan order utk ktorang. ajik ckp dye nmpak ane tu bagi order ktorang kat mapley kedai tu. segan weh! fi ngn ajik tak abeh2 gelakkan aku. bile telur tu da smpai aku segan lak nk makan. diya buat muka selamba je. aku da tgelak gila2 weh. malu douh. da ar dye dok sebelah aku je an. pastu dak ni gelak2 lagi. hahaha. mane tak segan. abes makan je trus chow. ayu suh mintak maaf kat ane tu, tp aku da segan gile aku terus ajak diorg blah je! haha

wikianswers

everyone keeps on asking me, what am I doing, or what i'll be doing, or what i've done in this fucking long final breaks. 6 weeks baby! wayy too long for me. and gosh, i hate to sayy it repeatedly so lets just put it in words shall we? :)

-cut my nails 2 times a week
-cleaning up the house
-messing up my room, clean it up, messing it up again, and cleaning it up back
-write 1000 times of the same word which i found in a dictionary to make me remember the word and burn it
-guitar guitar guitar
-downloading, deleting, downloading
-read the book entitled Cat's Cradle by Lizbie Brown again and again
-go downstairs, look around, go back upstairs, sit down, and go back downstairs and lay down
-eat some grapes, foods and drink some water.
-facebooking,myspacing,blogging,youtubing
-change the channel over and over when there's nothing to be watched
-throw out my wastes like 4 times a day?
-sleep, sleep, sleep
sharpen up the pencils in my room
-texting some friends, which i dont do that too often
-watching some stupid movies over and over again
-listen to 654 songs in my phones.

there you are. lists of the things that i am doing, or done or will be doing during this hols.
* orang tak de duit mmg dok rumah je, besides, mmber ramai tak cuti kan?*

cigar

yesterday, i was sitting on a bench, doing nothing, in the middle of the crowd, somewhere in my town. i was observing few people,* not to mention some hot guys* when suddenly i saw a cute little girl, aged in about 11+. she look very innocent with her big bag beside her. she sat on a bench beside me. a few minutes later i looked at her and she's gone. but her bag was still there. i wonder where she went, i said to myself. then later i saw her passed by infront of me, holding a box of cigarette, dunhill filter. oh?well maybe she bought it for her brother or something, i convinced myself. then later on, i saw her taking out one of the cigarettes inside the box and took a lighter in her pocket and lighten up the ciggarette held by her lips. she smokes?she's not even my age? but she smokeS? i was suprised. yes i did. maybe for you it dont look awkward or anything but to me it does. she's only like 11 and her heights is like my hips,*imagine how short she is*. how did she managed to buy the cigar? didnt the shoper suppose to like only sell cigarettes to those who are above 18? or at least those who looks like 18? when i looked at her, it reminds me of myself, what was i when i was 11. i didnt smoke,absolutely. but i became this kind of person, its bad enough. but the girl? well she might get expose a lot more compared to me. and she might do things beyond the line too. i was more frustrated when there was a guy who came to her and asked her for a lighter and went off. ohh? didnt they feel anything? like any feelings? i was speechless and went away.

yes eventhough i have lots, i mean, LOADSSSS of friends who smokes, but it doesnt mean that smoking is fine for me. i learnt science*even though i'm taking english* and i know that smoking is very dangerous for everyone's health. yes, its dangerous.

Most people know that smoking is bad for the health and causes lung cancer and heart attacks. What they may not know is that smoking causes many other diseases and illnesses. It is also the single most preventable cause of death in the U.S.
Tobacco causes about 435,000 deaths or 1 out of 6 deaths in the U.S. each year. 20,000 flu and pneumonia deaths are tied to smoking. Every year 174,000 smokers will die from heart disease. Smoking increases the risk of dying of a heart attack by 60%. Every year 143,000 smokers will die from different cancers, 83,000 from lung cancer alone, and 26,000 from strokes. A stroke happens when the brain does not get enough oxygen. For example, when a person has a stroke, he/she may not be able to talk and/or move a part of his/her body for awhile or forever.
Because of smoking, 40% of men and 28% of women die prematurely, before their time. According to the Surgeon General Report of 1985, "Smoking has killed more people in the U.S. alone than the number of Americans killed in battle or who died of war related diseases in all wars ever fought by this nation." The total number of U.S. deaths in the Vietnam War was 58,151.
Smoking is the number one killer in the African-American community. Adult black males have a greater chance of dying from cigarettes than adult white males. This is partly because black males are more likely to smoke mentholated cigarettes like Newports, Kools, and Salems and higher tar and nicotine brands. Mentholated cigarettes are particularly dangerous because the smoke is pulled deeper into the lungs.

so smoke till you're dead. :)

deepavali

skarang suda deepavali tapi org melayu masih lagi buat open house.nak kata diorg menyambut deepavali, tak juga. tapi nak buat camne kan. aha.

so then tengahari tu gerak ke ktm nak pergi kajang, rumah Mikey from Lime Community. tapi sangkut kat ktm 30 minit sbb ade salesman jual kad ape ntah. aku pon register jela. abeh 30 engget. sial. haha. tp takpe, banyak gak benefit dye kan. so then sampai2 kajang, borak2 ngn pakcik teksi sume sementara tunggu Shuttle sampai dari Cheras. then ktorang naik cab pergi umah Mikey. sampai2 seb bek Momok ngn Luwi ade. sebab the rest sume aku tak kenal, juat pernah jumpa je, tego sume tak penah. haha. then sesi makan dan mengabiskan cendol. tapi cendol dye tak se-feeling kat Karim ke, Sikamat, just nice lah bak kate orang. borak2 ngn diorg sume, kenal2 laa dgn budak2 Lime, seb bek Shuttle bole masuk dgn diorg. haha. dlm kul 6 camtu baru balik, sampai seremban je, singgah Parkson jap, nak topup, then terjumpe Amir Psychotic Sufference. so borak2 laa dgn dye, cam bese, pasal music. aku pon da penat and badan berlengas, so terus lah balik :)

sweet eighteen :)

after finished my 1 and a half hour exam(kuar awal douh) i rushed to the ktm and straight went back to seremban. oh excited. text ayu dengan zizi, plan nak pegi tangkak nak celebrate birthday diya. great! aku pon dah beli hadiah kan. so alang2 lah. so then after ajik picked me up at ktm seremban, amikk lah rafi dgn ayu kat umah masing2. rais couldnt come. SPM douh. sian
so then otw pegi sana asek call Pah je nak tau jalan. haha tengs pah. sampai2 je pekan tangkak tu, pehhhh bau dye. sangat2 laaaa wangi douh. mmg macam pilah douh. haha. then carik2 kedai kek, seb bek jumpo. boli laa kek oren sobab den tak mkn coklat.
sampai2 je diya cam suprisingly speechless sbb tak sangka kitorang beli kek dan datang all the way dari seremban kan. then bincang2 je, sume agree nk pegi je gunung ledang. so terus kidnap diya masok kete.

kitorang pon cam konfiden je nak mandi. dengan baju sume takde, tuala takde. semangat je lebey. takpe. malaysia boleh!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DIYA AYUNI :)

open houses

ape yang paling best kat malaysia adalah orang malaysia raya selama sebulan. yeahhh. this means that duit raya anddd makan makannnn. yessss. haha.

3 october 2009,

after finished english for academic writing's exam, i went back and get myself prepared for some open houses with my dear friend, En. Shahriz. haha. so like about 12 macam tu, he came to my place to pick me up and we're off to cheras. yes. makan free. so datang lah rumah member dye, Nadia. she is nice and a very good cooker tho. her cooking were veryyyyy marvelous. ingat Dhan and his wife ade, rupenye sudah blah. so then lepak2, makan2, tengok2 tv, kitorang pon off pergi bangi semula.
cotton candy bole buat orang happy kan shahriz? haha
so then pergi umah Dhan, untuk tukar baju. Lan and Diana and Farah pon ade.
around 7 we off to Desa Petaling for suria fm's open house. sesat weh first2. sume cam dah bengang je. mmbe shahriz, the photographer ikot jugak. his name wassss... er.. atar kot. haha.
anyways, sampai2 je takde band lagi yang datang. just a few je lah. so mcm around 9 plus macamtu, the event started. ramai jugak lah band. and the rocketts pon ade. they know me! aha. sebab pernah perform same kan. hee.
around 12.30 balik s.alm semula. it was fun and sangat2 tiring

4 october 2009

jiher, u nak pergi umah aten tak, kate jiha. adoi. aku takde kredit ni. camne nak reply. tido lah balik. then suddenly wok called. aku tau kul 11 kau da siap, kate wok. shit. tak cakap pon nak ikot
haha. so siap2 lah and jiha pon amik lah kat my place. orang yang ikot; jiha, aiman, wok, amirul afham and syahmi. sampai sampai umah fatin, she was veryyyy excited. biasalah. orang datang rumah kan. haha. her baju kurung cantik. :)
so makan2 sume, her dad's cooking was awesome and sorry fatin, coz tak makan cupcakes you, you know how i dont like chocolates. makan2 lepak2 main uno. haha. macam gila je. i won the first round. hebat kan. heeee
nak balik dah, fatin tak bagi balik. nak balik je, fatin tak bagi balik. haha. at last fatin pon lepas kan kitorang. haha. thanks for the food :)

malam ni, jumpa hafizzudin, an old friend of mine, detail, he was my olddddd ex-bf. haha. and he'll be going to sarawak tomorrow, so macam dah lama tak jumpa dye, nak hang out sekejap lah malam ni.
thats all!
:)

current song:
-i dont give a damn, by avril lavigne
-highway star, by deep purple