final

as plannned, Ajik picked me up at 8.30 am( i am reluctantly woke up!) from Shah Alam on Saturday also known as the final game for FA cup! Negeri Sembilan has made it till final and they,or should i say we? will have to compete with Kedah. 
at nearly 4, me, Ajik, Rais, Rafie, Umar, and Nami went straight to Bukit Jalil stadium. it was fun when we were on the road. we saw so many cars, Negeri Sembilan's fans' cars, put up flags on, or around their cars. it was exciting to see their spirit were like that. sumpah seronok gila! to see the buses, the cars, even the motorcycle itself has their own flags. how sweet :)
arrived there at 5.40++. it was a long journey to the stadium because we had to park like miles away form the stadium. had a lil troubles in getting in but, not much to say though, yag penting, HOBIN JANG HOBIN!
we won :)

ramai gila!! 

 became an artist

 pahlawan ajik yang ensem 

 before the game

 musuh: KEDAH.

 ajik sangat ensem sebab dikelilingi oleh 4 orang perempuan kiri dan kanan

 monang!

monang bai!! HOBIN JANG HOBIN!

talk about life

parents didn't call since the day they went out of town. DISAPPOINTED

final exam's over. HAPPY

Ajik came to celebrate. EFFINGLY HAPPY

mum called. PLEASANTLY HAPPY

went busking with him and Fatin. GLAD

had a lil cooked-meal by Ajik's mum. HAPPY

begged for an apology to a friend. NOT FORGIVEN

parents aren't home. SAD

Ajik went home. SAD

called Ayuni. HAPPY

phone went missing. TERRIBLY SAD.

JAP. FOUND IT!!!!!! *Jiher was on the phone and heard the great news and just typed it out!*

okay. rasa macam dah lama tak tengok wayang. seriously. Britney Spears ckp kat twitter dye yang cite Alice in wonderland best. :)

p/s: jalan sebelah tak nak tegur aku. okay, memang salah aku hari tu tapi bukan aku tak mintak maaf. sorry again korg :'(

1,2,3

its been a long time since i haven't update my blog. 

yeah. lots of things to do rather than typing unspoken words to this place. 

been very busy with mid terms, and friends and life and love.

but there are some things that i want to say to those who i think need to buy a very very big mirror.

stop backstabbing your friend. you know how it hurt when someone back stabbing you. 

and by wearing your mask, doesn't mean that i cant see your real face that you're hiding from her. i could see it with my bare naked eyes.

and stop hurting my friends. leaving them is hurt enough, but cheating and lying? its too much. screw you! dont you have any idea on what you say about her might affect her the rest of her life? dont you think what you did to him is too much? and dont you think you're too obsessed with your new life and that you've forgot who's been by your side all the time?

and yeah, the sudden change of you has made me think of something. you've not moved on. i know. i'm a girl too. 

and to those who keep on fighting about such a fucking silly things, just snap out of it. its ridiculous. you might think that you did the right thing but, come to think of it, who's there when you need someone? and you just want to end your relationship just like that? nonsense.

and you hate me coz i spilled the whole truth? what? you're scared? well, i'm not. go and tell others your lies. they would believe you, but i wont. and someday, you'll know how far you've been. 

i know im no perfect, but at least i'm trying. 

piggy fight

biar aku nk masak lomak cili api jap yo.


Babi. Nak stalk bf org lak an. Come on lah wey. Kautakde bf sendiri ke nak stalk. Ke bf kau da mls nk layan kau? Sian kau kan. Ade bf tp dye mls lyn kau. Tu sebab kau g carik bf org pastu nk stalking2 kan. Aku tak kesah la kan kau nk stalk bf sape2 pon tp tayah ar nk kecoh bgtau org yg kau still syg org tu kan. Mmg bangang la kau ni. Da terang2 kau dok taip ari2 kat blog kau tu pasal bf kau je manjang. Smpai goli bai bulu roma den ni ha. Da togak bona da. Stim abeh lah. Takpek nak togak lg da bulu roma den ni ha. Goli bona. Pastu kau dok ckp kat org yg kau syg laa bagai kat orang lame. Weyyy. *snapping fingers* kecewa douh bf kau kalu dye tau. Ke bf kau da tak syg kau? Tu yg kau nk crik spepat tu eh? Sial je. Forget about him lah. Tu bf kau tu, elok je utk kau. Mmg sesuai lah. Aku pon tanak laki cm dye. Kau je yg nak. Cengeng nk mampos. Pakai same pon nk kecoh. Ape org ckp pasal korg pon nk kecoh, and the most important thing is, gado sbb rindu kat mak pon nak kecoh. *yucks*. Whatever. Obviously lah kan, org yg kau dok syg2 ni totally different dari bf kau skang. and mine is wayyy more better than yours. plus, kau tak paham lagi ke yg dye benci gila babi kat kau. ke kau nak aku translate kan? he hates you. he's fucking hate you. get it?good girl *pok pok*. sian douh kau. period pon nk kecoh2 kat blog. bukan aku nk salahkan kau nk tules ape pon kat blog kau kan, tp bukan ke sepatutnyelah kan, mengikut agama,*even aku yg tak kuat agama ni pon tau* benda tu supposedly kene keep it secret. tayah nk heboh2 de. tak elok. nnt org yg jahat senang nk kenekan kite. tol? and plus, kau tak malu ke weyy? senang je kalu kau ckp kau punye$*^%$ berdarah. tayah nk cover2. takpe
wey. kau tayah sebok nak jage tepi kain org. awek dye tauu lah camne nak jage dye. kau tayah risau. sume ditanggung beres. kau tu, sile jage bf kau. jgnlah smpai dye lari kat org lain pulakkan. kang aku mls ar nk dgr cite pasal kau bunuh diri sebab bf kau curang ke ape an.

p/s: STAY AWAY. *annoyed*

abcendol

so the fairy tales of the happily ever after where some are dead, and others get married, and died, and get married, and got kids blah blah shit is not really the talk of the week right?
keep on hiding. its making things sooo right :)

sweet eighteen :)

after finished my 1 and a half hour exam(kuar awal douh) i rushed to the ktm and straight went back to seremban. oh excited. text ayu dengan zizi, plan nak pegi tangkak nak celebrate birthday diya. great! aku pon dah beli hadiah kan. so alang2 lah. so then after ajik picked me up at ktm seremban, amikk lah rafi dgn ayu kat umah masing2. rais couldnt come. SPM douh. sian
so then otw pegi sana asek call Pah je nak tau jalan. haha tengs pah. sampai2 je pekan tangkak tu, pehhhh bau dye. sangat2 laaaa wangi douh. mmg macam pilah douh. haha. then carik2 kedai kek, seb bek jumpo. boli laa kek oren sobab den tak mkn coklat.
sampai2 je diya cam suprisingly speechless sbb tak sangka kitorang beli kek dan datang all the way dari seremban kan. then bincang2 je, sume agree nk pegi je gunung ledang. so terus kidnap diya masok kete.

kitorang pon cam konfiden je nak mandi. dengan baju sume takde, tuala takde. semangat je lebey. takpe. malaysia boleh!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DIYA AYUNI :)

open houses

ape yang paling best kat malaysia adalah orang malaysia raya selama sebulan. yeahhh. this means that duit raya anddd makan makannnn. yessss. haha.

3 october 2009,

after finished english for academic writing's exam, i went back and get myself prepared for some open houses with my dear friend, En. Shahriz. haha. so like about 12 macam tu, he came to my place to pick me up and we're off to cheras. yes. makan free. so datang lah rumah member dye, Nadia. she is nice and a very good cooker tho. her cooking were veryyyyy marvelous. ingat Dhan and his wife ade, rupenye sudah blah. so then lepak2, makan2, tengok2 tv, kitorang pon off pergi bangi semula.
cotton candy bole buat orang happy kan shahriz? haha
so then pergi umah Dhan, untuk tukar baju. Lan and Diana and Farah pon ade.
around 7 we off to Desa Petaling for suria fm's open house. sesat weh first2. sume cam dah bengang je. mmbe shahriz, the photographer ikot jugak. his name wassss... er.. atar kot. haha.
anyways, sampai2 je takde band lagi yang datang. just a few je lah. so mcm around 9 plus macamtu, the event started. ramai jugak lah band. and the rocketts pon ade. they know me! aha. sebab pernah perform same kan. hee.
around 12.30 balik s.alm semula. it was fun and sangat2 tiring

4 october 2009

jiher, u nak pergi umah aten tak, kate jiha. adoi. aku takde kredit ni. camne nak reply. tido lah balik. then suddenly wok called. aku tau kul 11 kau da siap, kate wok. shit. tak cakap pon nak ikot
haha. so siap2 lah and jiha pon amik lah kat my place. orang yang ikot; jiha, aiman, wok, amirul afham and syahmi. sampai sampai umah fatin, she was veryyyy excited. biasalah. orang datang rumah kan. haha. her baju kurung cantik. :)
so makan2 sume, her dad's cooking was awesome and sorry fatin, coz tak makan cupcakes you, you know how i dont like chocolates. makan2 lepak2 main uno. haha. macam gila je. i won the first round. hebat kan. heeee
nak balik dah, fatin tak bagi balik. nak balik je, fatin tak bagi balik. haha. at last fatin pon lepas kan kitorang. haha. thanks for the food :)

malam ni, jumpa hafizzudin, an old friend of mine, detail, he was my olddddd ex-bf. haha. and he'll be going to sarawak tomorrow, so macam dah lama tak jumpa dye, nak hang out sekejap lah malam ni.
thats all!
:)

current song:
-i dont give a damn, by avril lavigne
-highway star, by deep purple

cherish cats

kawan. ape itu kawan?adakah semua orang yang anda kenal itu kawan?lepak mates?class mates? house mates? school mates? and even band mates? adakah mereka semua ini kawan anda? atau rakan anda? temat anda mengepau makanan? tempat anda mengisi masa lapang? berkongsi gossip? atau hanya sekadar nak tambah list nama kat phone book je? ape itu best friend? kawan terbaik? kawan yang best? atau sekadar title je? nk nampak gempak. pasti ke anda yang diorg ni takkan back stab anda? asti ke diorang ni sume anggap anda sebagai rakan, teman, kawan, sahabat atau rakan baik anda? pe beza diorg ni? padahal satu hari nanti diorg akan tinggalkan kita jugak. diorg akan lupe kat kita jugak. betul kan? ape beza kawan biasa dengan kawan baik? sape lagi memahami? sape lagi supportive? dan sape lagi mengenali? sume orang tak pasti. kadang2 musuh pon bole jadi kawan. kawan bole jadi lawan. kenapa jadi camtu? nape mereka yang mengajak anda ke jalan sesat anda anggap mereka sebagai kawan, tetapi yang menghalang anda melakukan kesalahan seperti mereka, atau menarik anda dari terjerumus ke jalan sesat anda anggap mereka sebagai lawan? tidakkah anda sedar bahawa yang lawan itu lah kawan paling baik yang anda patut hargai. bukan seperti yang anda sangkakan kawan itu. kadang2 kawan yang anda anggap kawan anda itu baik seperti malaikat dunia. tapi bila anda tahu yang dia adalah syaitan yang bertopengkan manusia, ape perasaan anda? serba salah? marah? atau hanya mendiam kan diri?
aku masih tak mengerti siapa aku ni dalam hidup kalian. member? kawan? rakan? atau sekadar name yg bole disebut sebut, dan orang yg boleh digossipkan untuk menampakkan yang anda ini popular.



S, you have the luck but you dont grab it. pity you. i heard some rumors bout the old friend of yours. ?
oh and mr.P, tak paham lagi ke?! its none of my business so I DONT CARE.


current song:
- my sweet lullaby, by sweet revenge
- guys like you make us feel bad, by bless the fall
- emily, by from first to last.

WHAT HAPPEN TO EMILY??

shopping

I used to like you.
but now i hate you.
so much.
so aku shopping. lepas habis kelas.
lupekan kau.forgetting you.get rid of you in my life.
and thats it.ITS WORKING!
thanks girls for cheering me up today :)

THANK YOU FOR BREAKING MY HEART.