drama acts

The first day of class was, urm, wasted! Datang kelas penat penat redah panas terik di waktu tengahari, tibatiba lecturer masuk, introduced herself, gave her phone number, took attendance, and thats it. Damn. Penat je. Then the second class was, exciting, maybe because its another literature class, its just that the name of the subject wasn’t literature, but critical appreciation. Just a few minutes in class, and the lecturer, my beloved lecturer actually, said that the midterm will be at the end of this month, which means, IN ANOTHER FEW WEEKS MY DEAR! Okay, baru start kelas dah kena fikir pasal midterm? Whatever. And assignments! Damn, nasib baik based on poems and short stories, if tak, memang sangat sangat tak menarik!

About that add-drop thingy, i was told by the lecturer that i cant add another subject, because of lack of lecturers and it might be hard if i take 4 subjects because each subjects will be in 6hours credits. Eventhough i was much much upset, but, whatever, 3 subjects as it is!

My plan of cooking at home is going pretty well. I cook once a day, as lately, i don’t have much appetite though. But it was just a little cooking thingy, coz i don’t really know how to cook except for Maggie.

Okay lately, i’ve been dreaming of wanting to continue my studies in UPM, and take the English Literature course there. And then, after finished studying, maybe, i want to work, as a teacher, at Sabah or Sarawak. Don’t ask me why, coz i know you know why. LOL.  So anyways, i was informed by Ajik that he’s going to fly to Indonesia this August, during his birthday. Ouch, thats really hurts. So like, i have just a few months left to hang out with him, yes, don’t mention it, i will be crying like hell when he’s gone. :’(  but anyway, thats for his own good, and i accept it and always pray the best for him. J

having plenty of leisure time, i stumbled on my friend's blog, Abid. i read it and i was suprised and blessed that i am ranked by him as one of the top 10 bloggers award. yeay me!(okay, itu over). so it was written there that i have to rank my own top 10 bloggers. so, here it goes :

1. ajikhahaha.blogspot.com

2. mohdmuzamel.blogspot.com

3. dylakamil.blogspot.com

4.abahslittlegirl.blogspot.com

5. atenabella.blogspot.com/

6. bashijauburuk.blogspot.com

7. generasiremaja.blogspot.com

8 .tedywok.blogspot.com

9. puisitepijalan.blogspot.com

10. stixxfixx.blogspot.com/

congrats! okay, just some random ranks. no offence. :)

third semester

HELLO NEW SEMESTER!

okay, macam budak excited je nak masuk sem baru. tak tak, tak excited. im not that nerdy okay. 

so anyway, this is my third semester studying in my BELOVED university, and this semester's gonna be a short semester, which means, 2 months of studying. 

fuckingly, before we even started the classes, we, nearly half of the dip tesl students, were informed that our mentor has resigned. and i was like, ape? then macam mana nak naik sem baru??? bak kata alea, kami kena tinggal terkontang kanting. whatever.

new semester has just started but, the exam results are still pending. and we have registered 4 subjects for this semester that are; critical appreciation, grooming and etiquette, english teaching methods, and english for general purpose. but sadly, we have to drop the english for general purpose subject and add it to psychology in education as there is no lecturer that will be teaching that subject. okay. and fuckingly, i just knew that we have to drop the psychology in education subject a.s.a.p as there will be no lecturer that will be teaching that subject TOO. and come to think of it, we have paid the fees for this semester for 4 subject, and now, we'll be taking 3 subjects for this semester. oh and i am so not going to make this happen.i MIGHT be adding one subject(if my result is okay) but before adding or dropping subject, we have to wait for a new mentor to consult us about this add-dropping thingy which will be informed in the next 2 or 3 days.  

sangat-sangat kucar kacir boleh tak! 

oh and, just copied the class schedule for this semester, and damn, i got class from monday to friday. no more friday-is-a-lepaking day. *annoyed*

to my bestfriend, Firdaus abd Azis, i hope that everything will be okay. take care of yourself, and dont let yourself so down with what you are facing right now, be strong. if anything, just buzz me, you know i'll be there for you. take care :)

oh and for those who will be having their final exam this whole 2 weeks, especially the matrix students and my beloveds, Haziq Hanif and Diya Ayuni, GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST !! ;)

talk about life

parents didn't call since the day they went out of town. DISAPPOINTED

final exam's over. HAPPY

Ajik came to celebrate. EFFINGLY HAPPY

mum called. PLEASANTLY HAPPY

went busking with him and Fatin. GLAD

had a lil cooked-meal by Ajik's mum. HAPPY

begged for an apology to a friend. NOT FORGIVEN

parents aren't home. SAD

Ajik went home. SAD

called Ayuni. HAPPY

phone went missing. TERRIBLY SAD.

JAP. FOUND IT!!!!!! *Jiher was on the phone and heard the great news and just typed it out!*

okay. rasa macam dah lama tak tengok wayang. seriously. Britney Spears ckp kat twitter dye yang cite Alice in wonderland best. :)

p/s: jalan sebelah tak nak tegur aku. okay, memang salah aku hari tu tapi bukan aku tak mintak maaf. sorry again korg :'(

apology

hey mate,

sorry for yelling at you the other day. i was troubled and yes, i shouldn't let it out to you. i walked away because i didn't want to make anything even worse.

a big apology i beg you, really :(

oh and to the others, i didn't mean it when i said that. 

a BIG SORRY too..

please forgive me

vision 2020 and its challenges

- to be a united nation and tolerant society

- to be a citizen who strong in religious and spiritual values

- to be a scientific and progressive society

- to be an economically just society

- to be a prosperous society

challenges

- establishing a united Malaysian nation

- creating a psychologically liberated society

- fostering and developing a mature democratic society

- establishing a fully moral and ethically society 

- establishing a mature liberal and tolerant society

- establishing a fully caring society

- ensuring an economically just society

- establishing a prosperous society. 

banyak kali aku baca benda ni tapi tak jugak hafal hafal. esok nak exam ni, nape tak boleh masuk? maybe sebab aku tak yakin yang malaysia boleh capai sume ni pada tahun 2020 nanti. frustrated.

exam mode

just like Fatin Sue's and Juliet Syafiqah's, i want to write a post with the title "exam mode" too! :)
 this week is my final examination and i'll be having my 5 papers:


- sociology of education
- counselling and guidance
- critical thinking
- philosophy of education
- presentation skills


but sadly, i just started revising with 2 subjects only, not STUDYING. and my mum had challenged me to get more than 3.7 before she went to umrah with my dad and brothers and uncle and aunts. how can i achieve that?? macam SUSAH GILA JE. with my counselling and philosophy marks for my mid sem, i dont think i could reach that target, but still, im targeting for 3.75.
WISH ME LUCK!

extraordinary

out of sudden, a thought just came out from my mind. "jom masak malam ni!" and me and Fatin went to buy some groceries and we planned to do a spaghetti! yuummmy~
i text-ed Ajik, told him that i wanted to cook, which is something EXTRAORDINARY for me, and then he decided to come over! i was like, oh my god, it better be really, really delicious.
to make sure that everything is PURR-FECT, i've been calling my mum for thousand times and still, i did some mistakes. i bought the wrong spaghetti, and the sauce is not enough for the 5 of us. :(

so anyways, around 9.30, Ajik, Rafie and Fikri came and pick us up and we had our so-called picnic at Extreme Park.

 well, they said that it was good, sampai tambah beberapa kali lah! hehe. tapi tak tahu lah kalau itu untuk jaga hati ke ape kan. we ate, and busked, gayed and watch a show. ape show entah kat Extreme park tu. though it was really a tiring day, but its really worth it. thank you Ajik for willing to come :)

ajik hot yaww

asap ajik

grrrrrrrr. aaaammmmm

busking and onlining

gaying

makanan licin!

yummy

gaying

ajik seorang yang jujur, menggatal depan mate aku ;)

thankss sebab sanggup makan makanan aku ye Ajik, Rafie, Fatin, and Fik. 

and and anddddd i love you, Haziq ;)

1,2,3

its been a long time since i haven't update my blog. 

yeah. lots of things to do rather than typing unspoken words to this place. 

been very busy with mid terms, and friends and life and love.

but there are some things that i want to say to those who i think need to buy a very very big mirror.

stop backstabbing your friend. you know how it hurt when someone back stabbing you. 

and by wearing your mask, doesn't mean that i cant see your real face that you're hiding from her. i could see it with my bare naked eyes.

and stop hurting my friends. leaving them is hurt enough, but cheating and lying? its too much. screw you! dont you have any idea on what you say about her might affect her the rest of her life? dont you think what you did to him is too much? and dont you think you're too obsessed with your new life and that you've forgot who's been by your side all the time?

and yeah, the sudden change of you has made me think of something. you've not moved on. i know. i'm a girl too. 

and to those who keep on fighting about such a fucking silly things, just snap out of it. its ridiculous. you might think that you did the right thing but, come to think of it, who's there when you need someone? and you just want to end your relationship just like that? nonsense.

and you hate me coz i spilled the whole truth? what? you're scared? well, i'm not. go and tell others your lies. they would believe you, but i wont. and someday, you'll know how far you've been. 

i know im no perfect, but at least i'm trying. 

counting the days

exam exam exam.

tired of it already!!!

so anyway, 3 papers had passed today.
frankly, philosophy of education was really really tough. i've been struggling very very hard for the paper, been reading it for 3 days, and all i can answer is 2/5 of it! well, maybe its because i have to read like, what, 80 pages for 2 chapters. hows that? but anyway, sorry Prof J.

the next paper was sociology. another tough subject. luckily the lecturer gave us a lil tips on the exam, so we didnt have to read all of the chapters in the big book. but the exam was tiring because i have to write 5 essays and the marks are irrelevant! urghh. thanks anyway.

then on the same day of sociology, i had this critical thinking subject, at noon. mengantok lah! but, it was okay lah. not that tough as i thought it was but not as easy as creative thinking that i took last semester. :)

next will be, counselling and guidance IN THE MORNING, and presentation skills ON SATURDAY!
bosan betul bila exam hari sabtu. :(

ouh and one more thing yang best pasal mid sem dekat MSU ni is that, no hols. not even a day, well maybe they think there is, SUNDAY.

and to my beloved haziq hanif, stay strong. i'll always be with you. see you next week okay ;)

explain

again, i feel annoyed with the questions, what what and what do you learn from philosophy?
urghh. okay here's the thing. in my opinion, i dont learn anything from it. yes. because i dont apply any of those stuff that are written in the book instead, i try to understand it and say "oh, really?"
its just a matter of gaining knowledge without finding the way to apply it.
basically, from the book, that i've read reluctantly, its all about idealism and realism and how it relates to education and teaching. *read it so you'll know how gila i am when reading this*
these things are totally different. idealism is subjective and it is intangible. idealists believed that ideas are the pure truth because ideas do not change, but materials are changing. and thennnn, the fucking part is, we can get to know these people like Plato, Socrates, Augustine and duhh, memang aku tanak kenal korang lah but i am forced to get to know them. i hate to learn about the dead.
and realism is the opposite of it. it is objective and measurable and tangible. and frankly, this is all iknow because i haven't study a thing for this! F**k! and more people to be noticed such as Aquinas, Aristotle, Bacon and who ever they are.

so get the idea ? philosophy is as easy as cendol. trust me.
exam will be on wednesday and thre'll be 2 essays. ^&^&(*)*(&%$%

papers and pens

it has been a few months for this semester and now, its mid semester's test. goshhh! i think i know nothing at all. it feels like, i've learned nothing through out this semster. 

i got 5 subjects to be studied. and these subject are pretty lame. 

-critical thinking

-counselling and guidance

-presentation skills

-philosophy of education

-sociology

*i'm listing it out so that people would STOP asking me what subjects am i taking this semester.*

so frankly speaking, my favourite has always been literature, but because there's no more literature class*which makes me feel sooo upset about it* the most acceptable and kind,my favourite subject is, presentation skills. 

eventhough, the assignments has nothing to do but only presentation and presentation and more presentations, but the class was kinda fun. seriously.

and the least favourite subject of all times is counselling and guidance.

imagine: jiher as a counsellor. 

geli bai!!

this subject was the most boring subject i've even took. sumpah tanak blaja lagi dah lepas sem ni!

the toughest subject is philosophy of education. well, falsafah kan, susah la. the sentences are hardly understandable because it uses a philosophical-english-language, in which, i have to read it like 10 times to understand JUST A SENTENCE, not to mention i have to read like 30 times to AT LEAST remember what it says. nak harapkan aku hafal setiap sentence? JANGAN HARAP.

so, the test will starts on 12th january 2010. wish me all the best ;)

holiday inn

Seperti yang tidak di plan kan, selepas tamat kelas pada hari khamis, a few hours later, aku di jemput pulang oleh bapaku yang terchenta kerana kami sekeluarga akan pergi bercuti ke pantai Desaru, Kota Tinggi, Johor. Ohh, terlepas untuk melepak dengan ajik :( tak mengapa. Malam itu, aku dipujuk untuk bergembira dengan memberi aku makanan yang sedapsedap(eh, macam tiru ayat ajik).

Nasib baik kenyang. Keesokkan paginya, bergerak menuju ke Johor Bharu, pakcik saya tibetibe jatuh sakit. Kesian dye. Petang tu selepas merayaurayau kejap di JB, kami pon menuju ke Desaru. 4 jam perjalanan sebab jalan sangatsangat jam. Mane tak nye, jalan dah la satu lane je, and polis buat roadblock 3 kali. Aku panas betul dengan polis ni. Pilih lah tempat yang strategic sikit boleh tak? Urghh. Sampai dalam pukul 10 macam tu. Sampai sahaja di rumah, orang yang pegang kunci rumah tersebut tiada.

Fuck!

Cari dan mencari dan mencari hotel untuk menginap.

Tiada yang kosong. Sume sudah ada orang menginap. Lastlast, nasib baik bawak khemah, so, rent tempat nak camping dan pasang khemah ni. *so nottt what i expected to happen*
Takde rezeki aku nak skype dengan ajik malam tu :(

tapi best lah sebab camping dekat tepi laut, walaupun tak berapa cantik laut tu, tapi romantic wey. Wewittt.
Pagipagi lagi orang ramai dah dating nak main air kat tepi laut. Tak ramai yang nak mandi, sebab takot, ombak dye besar sangat. Den pun cuak ha.

Nasib baik tengahari tu orang tu dah sampai dan beri kami kunci rumah tersebut.
Malam tu adelah yang terbaik. Bbq wey! Nak kata ramai, tak lah ramai, dalam 20+ orang camtu. Makanan jangan cakap lah. Terlampau banyak. Dengan rendang lah, botok-botok lah, makanan bbq macam ayam, ikan pari, ikan jaket, sotong, udang, dan macammacam lagi. Slek takde lamb je. Ish.

Yang paling best malam tu adelah, kami ber-bbq diluar rumah dibumbungi oleh bintangbintang yang sangat cantik, bulan pulak mengambang penuh, dengan laut kelihatan di depan, memang indah pemandangan. wuuu
tapi nyamuk jahat. men gigitgigit pulak.*gedik macam sial wey. hahaha*

Sangat kenyang aku malam tu. The guys tak tidur dalam rumah sebab perempuan ramai sangat. So diorg camping je kat tepi laut. Nak join, tapi aku sorang je pompuan yang nk join, so tak dibenarkan. Hmm.

Online kat tepi laut lagi best okay! Cepat je. Kat dalam rumah line takde. Broadband macam sial. Susah nak skype. *skype lagiii*
Esok, off to Shah Alam :)


p/s: takde gambar untuk di upload sebab handphone aku dah semakin canggih, gambar takbole da nak ditangkap T.T

Last

last post. 

bukan bermaksud last post aku akan menaip blog, tapi last post pada tahun 2009. why? coz 2010 is coming tomorrow. tak tahu kenapa tapi orang selalu sangat excited nak celebrate new year. bila new year nak dekat je mulalah soalan sama je kuar. "new year kat mana, Jiher?" tak pon " this year katne wey?" tak pon "kau celebrate new year katne this year, Jiher?" aku hanya mampu pandang balik, dan senyum.

frankly, aku tak pernah celebrate new year. ye, saya memang sangat kuno dan tak up-to-date, tapi, perlu ke nak celebrate? satu kemestian kah? selama 18 tahun aku hidup, belum pernah lagi aku celebrate new year bersama rakanrakan, mahupon family.

ape yang aku slalu buat time new year?

ntah. aku pon tak ingat. makan kot? tido kot? on9? entahlah. yang penting sume tu tak penting.

aku tanya membermember aku yang celebrate new year, "korang celebrate slalu kat mana?"

then mereka cakap, "tak tahu lagi lah, go to private parties, getting high, you know, all those stuff" and ade jugak yg cakap, " lepak somewhere, getting high, and counting down the time"

oh really? macam gila lame ok!

yang aku tau, kot, new year mesti ade fireworks kat KL, then sume orang yg couplecouple datang dan tengok sambil cakap kat awek dye "romantik kan sayang?" in which aku tak rase benda tu romantik langsung, malah mengantukkan. note that ajik.

ape lagi? haa. mesti kat dataran manamana lah, ade buat countdown ke kan, and ramairamai orang pergi, mostly remaja. of course lah. buat pe si Pak Karim ngn Mak Limah nak tgok malam2 sbb diorg ade hal kan malam2.ehem.

saya taktahu apa yang orang buat time new year, tapi this year, boleh tak aku nak sit and play with the guitar, and sing-along with the not so good rhythm* haha*and feeling happy as ajik will be by my side this new year. ;)

enough talking about celebrating new year.

disebabkan ni last post untuk 2009, aku nak tulis panjang sikit.

2009 adalah tahun yang mendewasakan aku. *cheh*

aku habis SPM tapi tak kerja. ape yang aku buat time menganggur tu adalah melepak pagi petang siang malam.

dan get to know lotsss of people. uu

then aku start active dengan band aku. ye. band yang tak seberapa tapi dah mempunyai 3 buah lagu. wewitt. first performance kitorang was in CICT Maluri, Cheras. sangat membanggakan sebab dapat satu stage dengan Exorage! then kat situ lah kenal mereka.

tak cukup dengan perform di campus orang, kami perform di studio dan tempattempat public jugak. maklumlah time tu tengah excited kan.

then, aku stop with the band thingy sebab aku rase aku tak perlu berada dalam band sebab pembelajaran aku terganggu. tapi, ade pulak yang nak ajak buat solo. no, thanks. saya tak minat.

yes, i did write a few songs after the leaving, tapi untuk sukasuka.

oh, and ada satu lagu i wrote for this jackass, who, should i say, fuckingly fuck sebab tipu aku. dan lagu itu mengisahkan tentang katakata dan janjijanji manis pukimak dye yang tak pernah pon dye maksudkan.

whatever.

oh aku mengalami benda ni sume bila aku masuk di Management and Science University, di Shah Alam. di awal permulaan pembelajaran, aku mula mengenali few people dan skang most of them aku still hang out dan lepaklepak lagi. thanks ;)

subjectsubject di semester pertama was OKAY. tapi subject literature paling bestt! that is the subject that i've never skipped. pernah sekali, tu pon sebab orang ajak pergi shopping and time tu tengah gila tension. haha.

tapi satu semester je blaja literature memang tak seronok. kalau bole, harihari nak blaja literature.

my birthday this year was the worst. dont wanna talk about it.

then, had some conflicts in life sume, and on 30th october 2009, i am with someone that i love. wewwittt.

i started to get to know life, started to change a lil bit, not to mention, my looks, memang da berubah and orang ramai macam yang gila terkejut. hey, takperlu lah terkejut. rilex je ok. haha

but banyak sangat benda berlaku in 365 hari. and i hope, next year will be a better year ;)

berangan

sedangsedang aku kebosanan dan ketensionan memikirkan apebenda kena buat untuk subjek critical thinking, aku mengeluh dan berkata, alangkah bagusnya kalau cendol ade di depa mata aku sekarang ini. terbayang keindahan dan keenakan cendol. slurpppp. tibetibe, aku terbayang pisang pulak. peh, sedapnye pisang! then aku mendapat satu idea, terus aku pulaskan pada fatin nabilah.
fatin, u rasa kalau cendol pisang sedap tak? beliau yang sedang sibuk memerah otak memikirkan tentang thesis critical thinking mengangguk, cukup syarat.
aku terbayang, alangkah sedapnya gabungan pisang dan cendol. wewittt.
nak try lah nanti. pegi kedai cendol, bawak pisang potong2.

nanti aku dah test aku bagitau korang ;)

keretapi tanah melayu

satu lagi kisah aku di dalam kenderaan perkhidmatan awam yang dikenali sebagai keretapi tanah melayu, atau lebih pendek dan lebih englishnye lagi disebut "train" ye adikadik.


setelah penah melayan kerenah prof di dalam kelas yang mahukan perfection terhadap "being-a-teacher-thingy" dan "what-dictionary-should-you-use-and-not-use", aku dihantar oleh Myra yang cun lagi baik hati ke KTM batu tiga. mana lagi kan. so, sampaisampai je, aku tak membuang masa untuk beratur gila panjang dekat kaunter. aku menggunakan kepakaran menggunakan mesin yang telah diajar oleh stranger yang aku kenal di tempat yang sama :)
nasib aku. aku lintas je, terus train sampai. memang ramai orang, maklumlah, a day before christmas kan. sume orang mesti nak balik. aku senyum melihat orangorang di dalam gerabak tersebut yang ramai macam liquid particles.
nasib aku baik lagi. :) aku dapat tempat duduk. terima kasih wahai saudara. beg aku memang berat. 
aku duduk dan duduk sehingga tiba di KL Central. 
sesampai sahaja di KL Central, nasib aku berubah. :(
aku terlepas train, tak mengapa, boleh tunggu lagi 10 minit, as what it stated at the box thingy. 

tunggu dan tunggu dan tunggu

weeeee, aku tersenyum. train dah sampai! orang pon berduyunduyn meluru masuk ke pintu gerabak. alamak! aku last skali. takpe, mesti boleh masuk ni, kata aku menyedapkan diri. tiba aku di depan pintu gerabak, PENUH. 
shit! pegi pintu sebelah lah!
berlari ke sebelah.
shit! PENUH JUGA!
berlari kesebelah. kelihatan 3 mamat bangla melihat aku. belakang nya ade some empty SPACES *spell it with 's'* dan aku ingat mereka akan ke belakang sedikit untuk memberi ruang kepada aku yang hanya tinggal seorang diri di setiap muka pintu gerabakgerabak tersebut. tetapi...
mereka hanya tersenyum.
pintu hampir tertutup. aku jerit. " P***at sial kau!" dan pintu tertutup
train berlalu pergi. aku melihat gerabak tersebut berlalu dengan pilu. T.T
sabar jiher. tunggu lagi train lain. 

tunggudantunggudantunggu

oh, nasib baik ade train lain!
aku pon naik. memang pack. sangatsangat pack. dan di dalam kepackkan manusia itu, ade 2, should i say orang or haiwan, yang pandang aku dan gelakgelak dan amik gambar aku, dan gelakgelak. i was like, apehal kan kau ni. buat bodo jela
eh, aku dapat tempat duduk. terima kasih. :)
again, mereka pandang aku lagi UP AND DOWN. aku pandang diorg dan ckp " kau pehal, pompuan? phone kau cantik sangat ke nak tunjuk kat aku?" 
mereka terdiam. maaf. nampak sgt kau tengah ckp pasal aku. pig.
train tu hanya stop di Kajang. haish. menyusahkan! jadi aku turun di serdang. tunggu dan tunggu dan tunggu
sampai saje train, aku naik.
dalam aku nak naik train tersebut, dalam kesesakan manusia, aku terasa seperti beg tangan aku di buka orang, aku pandang belakang, kelihatan ada lelaki yang berlari tergedekgedek. eh? aku tengok handbag aku, cis! terbukak!
aku check, nasib baik tade yang hilang.
ramai sangat orang. dan ade agenda berlaku yang menyebabkan aku rasa trauma mahu naik train lagi.
*tidak akan di ceritakan didalam blog*
dan akhirnya, setelah sampai di Seremban dan habis sundae aku, ajik jemput.
aku pon melepaskan kemarahan dan kebengangan sampai dye pon naik berang. 
hehe.
ijan burger malam tuu :)

thank youuuu

well miss.G i didn't know that you're actually spreading my blog address to your friends! that is sooooo cool. finally you're being cool *clapclap*
sorry coz i didn't write about you for ages coz now that you're invisible and totally out of my sight, i cant remember to even think of you!
so anyway, i do have a boyfriend. dude, what makes you think i dont have one?? i do and he's the best, i mean the greatest. jeleous much?
oh and eventhough i dont have my own car to drive, or should i say, i dont have my own mercedes benz at my house, but at least, i have my own life to live in. i dont have to pretend to be anyone else to make everyone impressssss.
ENOUGH TALKING ABOUT YOU MISS. G. ITS ANNOYING.




anyway, im sorry ajik for kidnapping you on the 13th of December. i didnt mean to kidnap you or anything but i really really want you to be next to me for the last time coz i will not be seeing you for almost 2 weeks. its a loooong time for me to wait. so i did that; kidnapping you and forced you to spend 21 hours with me. but it was a great day, isn't it? i cherish the each and every second i had with you that day. it was awesome. and im freaking in love with you. uuuu. thanks for posting about that day. it was funny but sweeeeetttt gila!! 
i really reallly appreciate that.
last word: i love you too, Haziq :)

impatience

i know i am an impatient person. that's what everyone should know about me. at least. haha. so here's the thing that cause me gone crazyyy today

6.30 am
aku bangun dan menyiapkan kerja untuk presentation after having a long conversation dengan ajik :)
siapsiapsiap sambung balik tido.
10.30am
aku dibangunkan oleh alarm di phone aku yang lopek lagi tak berkredit lagi berbeteri low itu. jadi aku pon bersiapsiap untuk ke kelas yang telah dimaklumkan akan start pada pukul 1 tengahari. oh, still got some time.
mandimandi. eh, kelas kat mana eh? msg lah classmate aku guna phone akak rumah aku untuk bertanyakan details about class untuk hari itu. tapi tiada respon. -.-'

tunggu....tunggu.....

........

masih tiada. aku call. tiada respon juga. eh, dah pukul 12.10pm. takkan tak bangun lagi kot? then aku membuat keputusan untuk mendial nombor rakan kelas yang lain.
tuuttttuuttt. hello, aku kat dalam kelas. kata orang itu.
huh? dalam kelas? then dye letak. oh, kelas dah start? baru 12.10 kot wey?
aku cam da gila gelabah. kelas start kul 12 rupanya!
aku msg guna phone akak rumah aku itu untuk bertanyakan dimana lokasi kelas kerana kelas kerap kali bertuka tempat dan masa. jadi aku macam tak berapa tahu.
kelas kat tempat biasa.kata nya.
damn, tempat biasa kat mana? aritu kelas pon lainlain tempat kot!
aku dah kelam kabut dan mencarutcarut haram suma. dengan segera aku bersiap untuk ke kelas. gemok ar!*mencuba untuk tidak mencarut didalam blog* nk pegi kelas yang mana ni? da pukul brape ni? sempat ke sampai?
aku bertekad untuk pergi juga. selalunya, untuk ke kampus berjalan kaki dari rumah aku mengambil masa 15minit. dan untuk ke annex 18g mengambil masa 10 minit dari kampus. so, total up ade lah 25minit. ish, tabole jadi ni. dah 12.15 da ni wey!
aku berjalan dengan kadar kelajuan yang sangat laju dan berjaya menuju ke annex 18g dalam masa 15 minit.phew. penat.

annex 18g
eh, kenapa takde kereta diorg sume? and macam takde orang je kat annex?
damn! salah kelas kot! dah pukul brape ni?
aku cepatcepat menuju ke campus.

12.50pm
10 minit lagi kelas nak habis. perlu ke aku pergi? tension aku. naik teksi dan terus menuju ke ktm batu tiga.
counter closed. damn. kene beratur kat mesin beli kad tu lah! aku paling tak reti guna kot.
beraturberaturberatur.
ah, giliran aku selepas 5 orang mendapatkan tiket.
seremban, rm7.30
eh, mana rm15 aku? damn, tertinggal kat dalam teksi! ruginya. teksi dah pergi.
aku tinggal rm10 je selepas membayar rm9 kat teksi tersebut.
takpelah. aku keluarkan rm10 dari dompet.
apehal ni sial asyek reject je duit aku? duit merah la wey bukan duit biru. gedik punya mesin.
lama kot aku menjolok duit dalam mesin tu.
dan kat belakang aku ade dalam 7 orang.
kesian. jadi aku ke belakang. beratur kembali.

tunggutunggutunggu.
.......

giliran aku akhirnya! aku baru je tekan butang seremban, aku toleh tepi, ensem je train pegi sentul berenti dan pergi. aku terkilan. terlepas train!!!
aku geram dan masokkan duit. tabole jugak. aku macam dah nak tendangtendang je mesin tu. nasib baik orang belakang tolong aku. thank you :)
aku seberang jalan tersebut tanpa perasaan takot pada jambatan. tunggulah 30minit kan. sekali, train delay. what??tunggu lagi. ishhhh. penat aku menunggu.
apesal douh arini. sabar jela. sebelah aku ade orang Egyptian. dye borak2 dengan aku dan kutuk2 Malaysia. tapi, ape yang dye cakap tu betul. sbb aku pon cakap benda yg sama, huh.
sampai jugak train. pack nye jangan cakap lah. macam da jadi solid particles dah. rapat sangat. ketiak orang semua nk hala kat aku. bau memang macam bau lavender lah kan. ishh. rimas aku.
sampai2 je kat kl central, nasib baik train ke seremban terus datang. so tak payah tunggu.
sedangsedang aku melayan perasaan, aku ternampak ade awek yang 'hot' gila ni depan aku. dye sangat 'kurus', berbaju 'berlengan' dan berskirt 'panjang sangat'. kesian dye sebab dye lupe nak shave bulu kaki kat kaki dye. kalau halus takpe, ni tebal. aku geli.
dalam train, perut aku dari jamming lagu ternyata by estrella, terus ke dogs can grow beards all over by dwp. gila macam lapar gila kan! takpe.

waitingandwaiting...

di nilai, aku perlu untuk contact ajik mengatakan yang aku dah hampir sampai tapi malangnya aku takde kredit dan bateri low. so, dengan tak tahu malunye, aku cakap kat mamat sebelah aku, if u dont mind can i send just one msg to a friend of mine? coz i have zero credit. nasib baik mamat ni baik dan bagi aku pinjam. thanks lagi :)
sampai2 je ajik jemput dan kami mencari cendol. takde. tutup. takpelah. makan roti canai je kat maple.
thanks ajik belanje makan :)
thanks kepada orang yang membantu aku hari ni. korang sangat baik. tapi aku sangat tak tenang.penat.

how about Friday?

9.20am.

dammit!!! i'm sooo late!! seriously! mandimandimandi. siapsiapsiap. jalanjalanjalan towards class. annex 18G. peh jauh sial. aku dah la dah lambat. takpe. tabahkan diri. walkwalkwalk. sampai2 je kelas dah pukul 10.15am. and the class haven't started yet.pheww.

so macam after a loong lecturing and discussion, tetibe madam nak buat impromtu speech and i was like WHAT?? gila macam tak ready kan. so the first name was called. Intan. i was so glad that it wasn't me. then madam asked her to choose anyone of our classmates to do the speech. i thought that my name was never to be in her mind but suddenly, "jiher" weyyy. aku ke?? i stood up and went to the front. "so class, what topic would you like her to deliver today?" and the majority said "cendol" i smiled. and talked everything about cendol for nearly 2 minutes. i got thumbs up! wewittt!

oh and gojes kena panggil kedepan jugak. her topic was lip gloss. japjap. she didnt know anything about lip gloss. what? takkan lah langsung. gila macam tak logic kan. if it were a guy tu bole terima lah kan. and she said she'd never put any make ups on. come on. takkan lah takde langsung knowledge about lip gloss. LAME.

so anyway,  after kelas tak sabarsabar nak balik seremban so cepatcepat pergi ktm dan balik. arrived in seremban at 3pm. met ajik :) he was happy to see the new me. I KNOW. everyone does. including me.haha.

so the first thing that came out from his mind is, "jom pergi cendol?" and i was like "JOMMMM!!" sedapsedapsedap. 2 mangkuk wey. yumyum. lepastu we decided to go for a movie. mulamula nak tgok senario tapi da terlepas. then pergi JJ pon terlepas jugak. so tengaok cite christmas carol. bosan. just some typical christmas carol stories. makanmakan di kepci. sedapp.

that night he sent me home. well, i had a very greattt day today. ily ;)

thursday ;)

i woke up at 11am, an hour before the class starts. had a loooong talk with Ajik last night.wewittt! :)
anyway, after getting myself prepared, i walked myself towards my campus. so supposedly, my class schedule for today was suppose to be like this:

- Presentation skills: 12.00-1.00pm (1 hour)
- Philosophy of education: 2.00-4.00pm (2 hours)
- Sociology of education: 4.00-7.00pm (2 hours)

BUT, fuckingly, there was this one student who I DONT KNOW WHERE THE HELL DOES SHE COME FROM, said that she has class ape ntah so macam kena tuka schedule. SIAL. so i was like "so?kau sorang je kan. tayah kecoh" and the lecturer was like "okay, so lets change it a lil bit shall we?" and the suggestion of the classes for today were said to be like this:

-Presentation skills: 12.00-1.00pm (1 hour)
- Philosophy of education: 1.00-4.00pm (3 hours)
- Sociology of education: 4.00-7.00pm (3 hours)

and i was like " FUCK LA WEYH! bile nak makan la sial????" and what do you know, freakingly, some of my classmates were like sooo agreed with the rhe SEVEN HOURS OF NON-STOP CLASSES. oh, aah. kelas memang lah sangat dekat kan. campus dengan annex dengan campus. memang jalan pon seminit je kan. grrrrr. logically, human beings can only concentrate in class for only 45minutes. so 7 jam bole concentrate ke???? camne nak dapat 4 flat ni weh?
so anyway, during sociology, i was bored and could not concentrate,plus, MENGANTOK! it was suppose to be the most interesting subject of all subjects this semester but takde mood lahhh.
oh and guess what, MSU BANJIR LA SIAL!  i thought pantai timur je yang banjir tapi shah alam pon banjir okay.

learnt in sociology:

words that could change your life..
- i'll be there
- i miss you
- i respect you
- count on me
- i guess you're right
- i thank you
- let me help you
- i love you

wuuu. ailapyuajiko. <3

faces

i have a few friends, that light up my light, that give me strength and lead my way.

Diya

well, she's the greatest. i've been friends with her for nearly 11 years. quite a long time. and she's the only friend that i am still with, since i first stepped myself into school till now. we've been through a lot of bittersweets in our lives. the laughters, the fights, the punishments, the fears, the glory, and everything. it's always her that's by my side. she was a very BISING and naughty girl in school. we did lots of bad things together. kan diya kan? XP we even had our own songs when we were little and damn i couldnt remember the songs coz i've lost the books. *haha* but as we're growing bigger and bigger, things has started to seperate us from ALWAYS being together. she has her own path and i have my own too. but regardless of our different paths, and the distance, we're still bestfriends no matter what. *loveyouloveyou* <3

Ayuni

well what do you know, we're bestfriends right? i used to ignore her when we were in primary school,*coz you're a prefect,which me and diya hate so much* but then again, when we've finished primary school and went to high school, things has started to change. we started to hang out like thousands of times a day and we're like sisters already. we've been through so much challenges. and yes, so many guys have passed. *LOL*  she's a very unpredictable girl,trust me, you wouldnt know what she's like inside. but i started to learn about her day by day and now i know her. tol tak yu? ever since we started to hang out together we are so so sooo close. everything that's hers is mine, and whats mine is hers too. but, not to a guy. *LOL* and yea, she's been my bestfriend for like 5 years plus. and i love her more than everything *muahmuah*

haziq

ok. well so this guy means a lot lot lot lot to me. i tell you why. i met him when we, diya,ayu,rafi,rais,him and aizat, went out for a movie. well i didnt know him at first. he was, i mean, is, a shy guy, with unspoken words who's always acts cool. i was like, damn this guy macam gila hot. *gatal* but then i didnt get the chance to, you know, have him. so, yeah, lets be friends. friends,friends,friends. for quite some time,the six of us has been hanging out a lot, and we were like so close to each other. and that's when i started to get to know him better. :) so days passed by and i just have to keep my feelings towards him by myself and go on my life with some jackasses.*it was so stupid of me* then i was like so down like hell, it was all gloomy and darkness that surrounded me. but then he came, as a hero*ceh* to save my soul. well, what would you say if your bestfriend says that he loves you? i was fucking speechless, but i was excitedly happy. and now, he's my special, i mean, the most special best boy friend i ever had.he always makes me laugh,i mean all the time *aku sangat penat ok gelak2.haha* nothing that could represent my thanks to you, and, i love you always,gemok :) *winkwink*

rafi

pelik tapi benar. i dont have a picture with you lah fi! haha. sorryyy. so rafi. hmm, he's diya's beloved, that is how i know him. well, obviously, he is a very kind-hearted person sbb sangat2 supportive *damn jangan bangga ok* and sometimes, he is funny because of his words. i do like to see them, rafi and diya being together coz they are like the sweetest thing ever. oh, rafi is my bf's bestest friend, sebab diorg adalah GAY. cium2, peluk2. ewwwww. i'm just so lucky to have a friend like him, as there's no one that could replace a kind-hearted guy like you. *hugs*

rais

he is hot,awesome,cool and cute! tapi budak2 lagi. haha. i was amazed when i first saw him playing the six strings machine. i barely hang out with him coz he's busy with school and stuff but after ni he'll be free from school and hello savvy! haha. he is a brother of a rockstar. so everytime dye pakai baju abang dye org kasut abang dye org whatever, i just feel like i want to kiss it, you know. sebab rockstar kan. haha. rais is a very wierd guy though. sebab suke nyanyi sorg2 and senyum sorang. well he's sometimes a bit blurrrrr. but tetap comel dan macam rockstar *pokpok*

mirol

the 2nd person that i met on my first day there!sangat cepat kan kte berkenalan. thanks to Abid and Sarip.*hugsss* he's a guys with full of thoughts and words. i hate it when he's heart is broken coz he doesnt deserve to be broken. * lets kill miss.M shall we?* so nway, he understands me, A LOT. . thankyouthankyouthankyou. he's my closest guy friend in college as we're in the same class and in the same mentoring group and plus, we have this same thoughs about music, life, and people. mirol,there's still some years that we have to get through, so be tough my friend :)

halve and bob

they are the first outsiders that i met when i was in the second week there. my first thought of halve was, wey dye ni macam bapak orang lah, macam perogol pon ade. but then when i started to get to know him, he is a nice guy and a very concern friend. thankyousoomuch. we have the same thoughts on music and what makes me adore to be his friend is that he has this cool band named Evidence Speaks,screamo, and i really2 like the songs. seriously. takde tipu2. since then, i hang out with em and Halve's bandmates a lot when i'm off campus. they're a good friends, not to forget some others like, Man, Paan and Pete. bob pulak, is a funny guy yang suke bajet comel. haha. and yeah, he's a good brother, sume benda tak berkira. tengkiutengkiu. *huggsss*. come to think of it, diorg ni sume dah tua! so, dah macam guardians aku kat sana. *joke*

wok

wok is the greatest! for those who hates him, tolonglah get to know him. he's a funny guy and really really nice. dye sangat2 rajin, he never missed a class. and how dare some of you say that he's stupid and tak blaja. duhh~ pointer dye lagi tinggi dari kau kot. whatever. anyway, he always marah me when i didnt come to class and when i keep on talking about this guy and this guy and this guy. i know it annoys you, sorry wok. hee~ ohh and im so so glad that you've found your angel :)

gossip girls

I AM EXCITED THAT I HAVE THIS SO MUCH OF GIRL FRIENDSSSS :)) and these girls, are so so cool. fatin nabilah, fatin surayya, fatin nadirah, alea, syafika, jiha, yus, myra and intan. sangat2 best kawan dgn mereka. oh and yeah, everyday is always our hot topics. ade saje gossip nak dicerita. it doesnt matter where we are, mesti stop untuk bergossip for hours and hours and hours. one day is not enough to tell all the gossip, right girls? haha. and seriously they are veryvery nice to me. thankyouu. babe, kite study rajin2 and dapatkan 4 flat so kompem2 lah bole kalahkan gojes kan*which until now takde sape tau result dye brape* stay friends! *lovelovelove*

eiqa

oh thanks to mister oren a.k.a mono the times, a.k.a gemok a.k.a budak london sebab introduce me to this very kind-hearted person. oh and what do you know, we hate the same jackassssss! and we share lots of stories and problems and laughters together and now kami macam dah rapat2 kan kankan.oh and now dye dah dengan budak kecik.opss.haha. *huggsss* i'll make sure that i will have plenty of time with youuu *muahmuah*

oh and yes without them, i am nothing in this world. thank you friends *muahmuahmuah*

oh and to those whom i didnt mention their names above; ferol,shuttle,eiqa,nana,qis,qilah,panjang,mas syafiqah,madihah,nadia,fellow classmates,ex-classmates and the list goes on, korang pon best jugak *winkwink*