S.H

Short Holiday has just started.

my best friends came and had just made my day.

i dont think i will be having much fun this raya; exam final weh!

my thoughts of wearing white this year might be changed.
sorry,S.

and Selamat Hari Raya to all! :)

external sorrow in salvation

come on Guys,
please give me some time
i need some space or time or freedom or whatever the fucking word is, I DONT KNOW.
i just need to be ignored for a while.
sick and tired of listening to those broken promises all of you gave, which, the fucking mr.P used to say those to me.
S, im getting fucked up with u. please hate me. i'm begging you.
and P, things had become more complicated. i just cant go on with this, you're making me uncomfortable with you and them. i cant do it. i'm sorry :(
its better to be just friends than keep on arguing on such silly things with me, right?
A, u just cant stop blaming me on anything, huh? i still dont understand what do you exactly want since the last 2 years. explain, A.
and to this jackass i believed who's already has his fucking biatch, mr.P, you're just making my life miserable, you know. but then, just wait for my sweet revenge for you, mr.P


new favourite song:
- i'm so sick, Flyleaf
- ignorance, Paramore

LIKE I FUCKING CARE WHAT YOU'RE GONNA SAY!

WHERE'S CENDOL WHEN I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED IT???!!!!! SANGAP SIALLLL

oxygen

mood: blurr. excited. scared.

thoughts: test esok. itik panggang. cendol. seremban. exam.

activities: farting. eating

unspoken words: i really really miss you guys, ayu,ajik,diya,rafi,rais,amir!

you

i read yours
i was touched. yes. i did
thanks for appreciating me. its the sweetest thing anyone had ever done to me.
but does it worth the waiting,really,S?

hidup

i thought moving on is the best solution for all this nonsense
but then it gets more complicated time by time
i had to pick the best one for me. and had to say goodbye for them who love me too.
sorry.
hope you'll be happy when i am.
but its better to be my friend than having a serious relationship with me
take care,S.

blogging

deleted some of my posted blogs.

forgetting him little by little

even some how his name, his voice his face flashes in my mind

i will learn to say goodbye.

thank you friends for your support. :)

apology

sorry friends.

my fault.

i'll be back soon and then we'll talk about this okay

:)